I need a Job ASAP

I know I have only been back in Moberly for one month well the 30th will be one month.  But I started looking for work in Moberly the beginning of November when I realized that this would be a great place to live once again. I have friends here I love so much they are another family to me when they hurt I hurt. I also see that its a cheap place to live I really really really want a place of my own. I'm applying myself and am job hunting to every place within my ability including the fast food chain. I also really want to go back to School in the fall but right now I really got to put my top priority into finding work which I have been doing. I need a Job ASAP I feel like my self esteem will be much higher when I actually feel like I have something to do again. I miss working!. I miss being busy! I miss living alone!

Their is nothing like having your own place I couldnt afford it in Florida but in Moberly,MO I can  depending on pay and hours like if its 7.25 and fulltime or more than 7.25 and parttime. . I also miss the feeling of accomplishment. Please pray that I get a job soon I cant stand not having one I get so bored... and worried about what direction my life is heading.....  Also I need to get a job so I can get a car; since I  have had my license almost for 2 months now :-)  I'm 24 years old I need to accomplish more in  my life than a petty Associates degree and High School Diploma  that don't seem like much of anything anymore... I want my life to count!

Well.... at least I have church to go to. I get to start serving Childrens ministry again soon. I am use to teaching but they only needed a helper after all. So, I am helping with Pre K and Kindergarten . Anyways, I am happy to serve where ever because it takes the focus off of me. Life isn't about me!

Well I gotta wake up at 7am I stayed the night at my friend Laurens apt to have a girl night. She actually went to bed a long time ago lol. I just havent been able to sleep yet. I have slept a lot the past couple of days out of boredom and just plain Exhaustion from worrying about everything. but at least I know God is watching over me and eventually this will past and I will have a job and I will have confidence again.  Anyone know where I can get a job in Moberly? I will lick dirt off the ground if it will pay me by the hour lol

Goodnight! Doughnuts at 7am yum!

Ps. my next blog will be less depressing I hope! Thanks for reading my Blog!