Friday, December 9, 2011

I feel like a monster!

Im sorry for all the times in the last week that you did not see me as a woman of God. I was dealing with a lot of drama and I let a lot of it step in the way of my happiness in the last week. Maybe I am being too hard on myself but with my negativity and worrying this last week I have not been the best person this week to be around and I feel really bad about it.I know im not perfect and I will have bad days but I should never act like someone without faith by worrying and stressing like I have been. This week my spirits have been crushed and I was letting everything that caused me pain ruin the time I could of spent laughing and being happy with my friends. I still had moments where I was happy but I know I could of had more moments of happiness.

   I have a lot of my wonderful friends. You guys bring me to life and you guys are the best friends in the world.I look forward to being friends with you guys for a lifetime. Im so blessed! Thank you!

In other news I love Moberly still I know their arent many jobs and their are a lot of druggies here but their is also so much culture and beauty and having friends here definitely helps :-)


 I need to always remember this verse as it has been on my mind all week

Proverbs 3:5

New Century Version (NCV)


 5 Trust the Lord with all your heart,
       and don't depend on your own understanding.

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