Cannons

Yesterday, today and tomorrow...We may make mistakes but in all of it God is near!  Cannons is my favorite worship song and one of my favorite lines in it is "Im so unworthy but still you love me"  Isn't that true we are unworthy we do things that God would never do and yet he still paid the penalty for our sins.

Yesterday, In my previous blog I admitted to what people made fun of me for. It was not easy sharing that with you but I had courage to do so. I know in the long run those of you who are by my side will not use my past against me and I thank you for that.

This week I have had a couple of bad days.*fyi I am still really happy in Moberly though:-)*I would tell you but for privacy sakes I wont and I dont want to start crying again because I have been crying a lot and I really dont like crying. I never have! I like to be strong and feel like a wimp when I cry. Plus I feel like when I cry I wont stop since I dont do it very often. I definitely dont like crying in front of others also. I feel embarrassed when I do. Today though I cried in front of a good friend of mine named Lauren and she was there for me as I vented about my bad week and she helped me by  listening to me and didnt try to tell me what I was feeling was dumb. She was also really supportive :-) Thanks Lauren!

I have the best friends in the world and they keep me on solid ground. I feel really bad for letting some things bother me this last week though. I shouldnt have because in the long run what good did it do for me to get upset? Not at all! My attitude sucked yet my friends were patient with me they didnt get upset and they let me sort out the stuff I had going on :-) If your a friend affected by my negative attitude this last week im sorry and I will work better on not having that attitude. I really want to reflect God's light through me.  Forever my life belongs to God and in times of trouble instead of getting upset like I do I need to trust God to see me through more. I have been praying and doing my devotions but I need to also have the right attitude along with it.

You are holy great and mighty
The moon and the stars declare who You are
I'm so unworthy, but still You love me Forever my heart will sing of how great You are

2 Corinthians 10:5- Capture every thought and make it give up and obey Christ

 1 Corinthians 16:13-14 Be alert. Continue strong in the faith,have courage,be strong. Do everything in love. 

 Matt.11:28 Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.

 God, examine me and know my heart;test me and know my nervous thoughts.See if there is any bad thing in me.Lead me on the road of everlasting life. Psalm139:23-24